Hey Everyone!!! Well it has been almost a month since I wrote in here as I have been busy between work and life. Work has been the same throughout the summer. I am now working an extra hour everyday to just raise a bit more money or the summer. I am eagerly waiting to meet the new intern come the fall so I can train them so when I graduate, there will be someone just like me...scary eh!! Lets see about what I have been up to. For the 4th of July it was the first year that I have not been home with my parents. I went to Penn State the day before the fireworks and stayed over Sean's apartment. Then the day of the 4th, we hung around and I met his good friend Jessie along with her parents. Together we ate dinner and watched the fireworks. It was very romantic and it was a great time. Then we left the next day after we cuddled for the night and we went to the Crossings Outlets to do some shopping. Then we got back and Sean stayed and drove home later that night. I had a great 4th of July and it was nice to spend it with Sean. Then I continued to work and I went to a Met's game with Kenzie. I had a great time with her and her parents. The Mets lost the first game and it was a double header but we did not stay as it was very warm. The second game we did not stay for the Mets actually won big time. Then Kenzie and I wenr to the Fireworks in Rockaway. We had a great time but it was a bit difficult as I was upset with Sean and he was actually at the same fireworks. He did not like not seeing me and knowing I was there which kind of lead to why I was annoyed with him. The next day Sunday was hard when Sean and I confronted ourselves. We walked around and sat on a bench. We talked out our differences and we understood where we were. We hugged and kissed and made up and I loved him more than ever. Then we spent a wonderful day together. We saw Cars which was a cute movie and then we had a nice dinner. He left at night to go home. I smiled when I went to bed knowing that I had a great boyfriend. Another week of work went by and then it was time for another weekend. It was officially one year when Sean had asked me to be his girlfriend on July 17th. I also found out that his 3 week trip to Colorado turned into 4 weeks bringing him home only 3 days of the Mariah Carey concert. He kept saying how unsure he was that he would be going as this is probably one of the most memorable moments I will never have since I am going to this wonderful concert with the man of my dreams. This along with a comment made really irritated me. I was like an emotional rollercoaster because I love him yet I was not getting my feelings through. On our 1 year since he asked me out, I did one of the hardest things in my life... I confronted Sean not knowing what would happen. I learned that you put two stubborn agigated people together and you get a big explosion. Well we did explode and almost ended things. Instead as we both broke down and we just spoke to each other. We talked about our hopes and fears and saw if we were in our futures. We cried, hugged and kissed that night. When we said I love you to each other we really meant it. After that I went to bed after I was not able to sleep the night before and I went to bed knowing that I loved Sean. Being that close to not seeing Sean was too close and both of us agree that we want to be together. I think him and I being away from each other for 4 weeks will be good so we can do what we love to do and then get to see each other with clear minds. I love him so much. Then the following weekend Kenzie, Mike and I went to Dorney Park and WildWater Kingdom. It was great to see Mike and we had a great time together. We went on alot of the water rides and then we went to the dry park and had a great time. We then came back to the house and we were tired. Sean came and it was nice to have all four of us together. We played a game and we have some interesting comments and most of our heads were in the gutter. Then Mike and Kenzie left to go to her house as he was sleeping over and Sean stayed over until 12:30am when he left. I went over his house the following afternoon. We went to Jolly Onion where he asked me out and that was our anniversary dinner. Then we went to a play area with big kids and we had a great time. It was just like that night. I got home at 10pm and I was so in love. Now for this week... I am almost there!!! Monday was boring... On Tuesday I got my new cellphone as I had not had mine for a month. It is very nice and I love it very much. It feels good to have mine back again. I was so happy. Then I got home and found out Brian was in the hospital. I found out I would be babysitting Wednesday cause Brian almost needed surgery so I called out of work. I found out in the morning that Brian did not need surgery but I figured I would go up anyway to help out... I did good. I changed diapers... poopie ones too... and I played with the nieces. Then I got back and Sean came over. It was a night where we knew goodbye was coming but would not say it. He brought he flowers so my goal to have them last until he comes home. He stayed over since my parents are in Vegas so we had dinner, took a walk, and watched a movie. Then we cuddled for the entire night and it felt good. This brings us to today when I woke up and gave Sean a kiss. We cuddled and got ready. Then at 11 we said goodbye to each other and I will see him in about 29 days. Then I went to Kenzie's house and we went to the diner. I had a great lunch and then I chilled with Kenzie before she went to work. I got home and I watched tv, attempted a nap and then ate dinner. Then I looked at my practice Clep Test and I need help with the Trig Part. I then watched tv and have been talking to Kenzie since. Now I am getting ready to go to bed as I have work tomorrow. Well I hope everyone is glad I posted again. I will try to keep this updated so I won't get yelled at by a certain boyfriend or best friend...LOL!!! Well I hope you have fun reading.

Keep Smiling and Good Night!!!